I'm so tired. I'm worn out, worn down, and 100% ready to quit.
Where am I supposed to go, when anything I try to do either backfires or doesn't even bother to move in either direction? How am I supposed to get back to where I was, the place I was the happiest and felt the best.
What's happened to me to cause me to even consider taking whatever evil steps to return to this?
I didn't know my own weaknesses, and took all my previous strengths for granted. Now...it's like I don't have the time to really put the effort into it. I know it's an excuse, but currently it feels like the only one I can use without feeling like the scum I used to judge.